Too many signs pointing at one direction.

I think I've finally acknowledged "it."

But I'm still in the process of accepting it. If it is indeed true.

This will be a long process; it could take months, even years. But that is life.

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I am patiently waiting for March (for my scholarship results). If everything goes according to plan, then I'll be spending my summer in Ritsu.

If this is not happening this year, then I shall pursue my internship requirements this summer.
I might also take electives in Sociology.
I also want to join a new organization - something related to social work (I really want to join an org which aims to help children and an org which supports and strengthens womens' rights).

Life is quasi-clear as of today.
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And yes, I think I might be who I think I am. As of today.
Cheers!

I am so happy for the people of Egypt. I hope that everything works out well for them. They have proven that collective action is still the best and most effective form of active movement.

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I am still thinking it over (last night's thoughts) -- if I am ready to talk about my "bemusement" with a friend. I am considering this idea. I have this very close gay friend. I know he'll understand me, he's very open-minded. But I don't have to rush into things. If I haven't accepted it myself, then there is no eminent reason for me to share it with others. But then again, I really want to talk about it with others and I want to get their insights.

Decisions.

I'll deal with this by myself, then I shall consult others.

Thank goodness for reliable literature.